1895) Two and half years until I go off to college and whenever I think of the things I’m most excited for “not eating” is always there. No one will notice when I don’t eat. My secret will be safe, far away from my suspicious family. I know it’s sick. If any of my friends ever said this to me I would FORCE them to get help. But no matter how horrible I know it is to think this way, I can’t NOT think this way. If I don’t recover before college, I know I won’t live past those four years.

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